“The fasten your seatbelt sign is now on. We are now approaching the Fukuoka International Airport. In a few minutes, we will be landing. Thank you for flying with us.” The ominous voice of the pilot woke up my semi-conscious mind as I fumbled to buckle up and re-arrange my things that were in disarray. I quickly glanced out the window and still saw a glimmer of the sun’s rays partly covered by a dark cloud. For a moment there I thought I saw a silver lining…for a moment.
As we finally disembarked, I pick up my trusty, worn-out backpack and walked straight past ahead the old Chinese woman trying to pull out a red carry-on bag, huge enough to fit her in it, from the tiny overhead bin or the two precocious kids who kept me awake most of the flight trying to figure out who could scream the loudest. And apparently their mother took a strong sedative before the flight because she was out like a log during the entire flight. Baggage claim was a breeze for there were a couple of people and my check-in luggage was just a knapsack. Just a knapsack, but it contained all of the things that I think I needed to get by in this new city.
The customs officer was more concerned and distracted with some Filipina entertainer’s boxful of pirated karaoke discs so he just waved me through. Finally, I walked past the huge mechanical doors and lit up my first cigarette in three months. I couldn’t believe I lasted that long. Inhaling the toxic fumes was my only recourse from the apparent loneliness of having to live here alone. Yes, I tried to quit but to hell with it. There are more important things to think about than lung cancer or COPD or cardiovascular disease. I just knew I needed this.
I board the airport shuttle bus and try to figure out the Japanese characters in Kanji printed in front of the bus. My instructions were to take the bus to the subway and from then figure it out step by step. It was fairly easy as I got off at the Hakata station to board yet another bus to my final destination. Taking the bus was trickier. I had to figure out pulling out the ticket from the slot and looking at the fare on the board. It was a good thing that a kindly, elderly woman helped me figure out the fare and how to push the button to a stop.
Uttering “_Domo arigato gozaimasu_” to my Japanese guardian angel (if there is such a thing), I dragged my oversized knapsack to the apartment building my friend had reserved and paid for in advance. Well, after brief exchange of pleasantries with the landlord I was led into a quaint apartment. By quaint I meant tiny. I had trouble negotiating the door to the bathroom. And then a piece of paper that introduced me to a parallel universe: apparently a lot of attention was put into sorting out the garbage in this city. It took me a week to figure out which was burnable or non-burnable or PET recyclable. Up to this day, before I throw anything into the garbage can, in the back of my mind I still have the same doubt: am I doing the right thing.
I fumble for the light switch and lo and behold: a small bed, tiny computer desk and an even tinier refrigerator greet me on my arrival. This will be home for the next two years. I squeeze myself out to the balcony and light my second cigarette.
“Konnichiwa!” reverberated like an echo from a canyon as the secretary of the office building I was supposed to work in utters them. I flash her a sheepish grin and push open the door to work. Working has never been a problem for me but having to do it elsewhere was something else. But surprisingly, being here at work was a breeze. I mean it is a lot a work and takes a lot of your time, but the people make a difference. They are patient, giving and very accommodating but not pushovers. They aim to please. Another glint of that silver lining…
As I busily type doing my day’s work on my laptop, I got to thinking, could this be my chance to make a change to something I have always planned on but ended up not doing? Maybe it is a push that would start a chain reaction. This might be my trigger. I stare into the monitor silently. You can’t be serious. It’s just a job. I just happen to be in another country. Where people speak a different language and have a different culture. It might be the drive that keeps you going maybe because this drive might be trickier and more arduous. Hey! It takes a lot of effort to get a cup of coffee or buying a Big-Mac so that must be worth something. I absentmindedly smile back at the monitor and then recomposed myself before the guy next to my desk thought that I had gone crazy. But still I saw a small sparkle of silver in the monitor where my Excel sheet was opened…
I decide to stroll down Showa-Dori after work, I think to myself, “you’re doing well”. I haven’t lit a cigarette in four months. How’s that for self-control. Maybe the more stringent anti-smoking laws of Fukuoka City did me in. It’s for the best anyway. I stop by one of the many bridges that cross the many waterways of the city. I gaze in awed wonderment at the many flickering lights that are reflected back from the dark water. They seem to form one glimmer, a unified glint…but I dare not say. As the saying goes, every cloud has a silver lining and I may have finally found mine here.
Link: http://go-fubar.kyushu.com/mag_en/articles/132/